Pursuit Of Excellence

           Sometimes when things get rugged and tangled up for me I find it a very backbreaking job to discover a sneak peak to the tranquility. At that very moment I am reminded of the fact that happiness, felicitousness and salvation are the times that we can only pursue but can't live . They may come for a flash but the moment we realize that there was a flash it is gone and what we are left with are the memories of those gracious twinklings of our life on which we intend to live forever.                  

                          There are times when we turn up almost every  stone and try every damn key that we have for the lock but we end up with the door still locked and that one stone that still has to be turned up.Thats where most of us call curtains and end up giving their shots but folks thats the place from where we should actually start. Though we might not be having that perfect key but its hard for me to figure out that why do we keep ourselves ignorant of the fact that we still have that bunch of keys which can be shaped up as that perfect key for opening the lock of the door.  And behind that door lies the abode that can be termed as "THE LAST RESORT" or the place where all the runnings and approachings come to a hault and where we live the moments which we were pursuing all through our life. But most of us end up coming to that locked door and when we witness the door to  be locked we kick the door hard screaming loud and start looking  for other doors.A wiseman once said" A sleeping fox counts chickens only in his dreams". When I look for the definations justifying the validity of the statement I get brainstormings  to know the number.    

                                       Well I should not scribble this saying to the people and sit calm and vindicated of being a miscreant because I ain't any GOD. I am the same person who like other people walk in the crowds and wear all those false expressions to deceive the world. I am the same person who digs pits for himself by oversleeping dreaming about those 1 mile long limos like BENTLEYS and MAYBACKS , those red carpets rolled down in his reception and those sky towering corporate houses. But frankly I don't find any harm in that because the one who dreams for THE BIRD OF THE PARADISE atleast ends up with a wet hen and that wet hen is good enough for me to negotiate for............

Why do we sell "Antiques" and buy "Junk"?

Well people i was mushroomed in a family where if some baba or Rishimuni lands up at your doorstep and demands the plan of an internal combustible engine of a rocket then there is every possibility that you may be commanded to start working on that unconceivable thing the very next moment .

     Whenever we are getting some new stuff at our home like a car , a refrigerator , a TV or some other establishment  it's not any family member who is processing that thing first but there is a sticker of that goddamit "PARAMPUJYA SANT SHRI ASAARAM BAPU JI " who needs not 1 not 2 but three one mile long adjectives to explain his identity that is daubed on that thing .And when i demand an explation for that behavior from my mom, she says you dare say a word more Bapu Ji's gonna take a record of that and will reciept you with whippings. 

     First of all let me aquaint you with my mom. She is a position holder all throughout her career and even entered the podiums in her 10 & 12 and after that she did her B.COM & CA and now the same lady who used to read Reader's Digest since she was 13 now never bothers for the next issue coming up but rather she longs for those retarding publications like Rishi Prasad and Kalyan etc. that those lunatics get into the market in every week or two .

   Well its not like I dont like my mom or I take pride in critisizing her but there is one thing that bothers me everytime and that is , if she is happy??

   The mom of mine who was always frezied about those long sedans , those new vogues & cusines , those hotshot properties and market dealings has now become so trenquillized to the stimulus that this ROTI KAPDA AND MAKAAN is all that she needs .

   I think if i keep on bragging things about my mom only then probabally she will sabotage me bigtime. So I think that I should generalize this whole thing for milllion other moms who are following these PIED PIPERS like some peabrained goons.